LOVE

Happy day of love!

I love these two sweethearts more than I ever thought possible.

That sweet face just makes me melt.

Marlie. All I have to do is look at you and my heart is filled with so much love. You give the best hugs and those drooly kisses are to die for. Thank you for loving me so unconditionally. You will always be my angel baby.

Love,
Mommy

Madisyn. Mommy is so proud of the beautiful girl you have become. You teach me more and more every day. I am amazed by your love of all things creative. You show me what it means to really love someone for who they are no matter what. I love you so much princess!

Love,
Mommy

This one is from our anniverary, but it works :)

David my love. Thank you for standing by my side through everything. You are my everything. You are  so willing to go out int he rain and cold to provide for your girls. I love that you are so willing to serve. Thank you for making me feel like a queen. I love that you are Madi's prince! I love you handsome.

Love,
Your valentine




Lots of kissin' going on around here!

Happy Valentines Day! Hope your day is full of LOVE.

woke up to this

He loves me.

Back In Action

If you're not progressing, then you're regressing. This is a simple principle that I know all too well. Lately I've been pretty idol. I think I just got stuck in my "stay at home all day " rut. Madi and I play and we have a great time, but sometimes I just don't know what to do to spice things up. Or, even worse if I know what to do, I just don't actually do it. Sheesh!

So, the other day (Madi's sick day) I put Madisyn down for her nap around noon. She had already been asleep for about 1 1/2 hours. So, I figured she'd be waking up soon. I was about to grab the remote and find some meaningless show to watch, but then I thought (ok this is going to sound funny) why don't I read Twilight? Reading is much better than watching TV and I need to do it more...ok A LOT more. I've been told several times by several people to just read the first chapter and I won't be able to put it down. No, I haven't read Twilight! Don't judge me! haha :) Anyways, I went to ask my sis in law where the book was and she said to look downstairs in a big wooden cabinet. I made my way downstairs and opened the doors of the cabinet where I expected to find the book, pick it up and get lost in the world of vampires and werewolves. I didn't see what I was looking for, but this bright red book jumped out at me....

I've had a few impressions to pick this book up in the past, but I never followed through. I just figured I should probably just read the scriptures and skip the extra stuff. Nevertheless, I picked it up and started reading. Madi slept for another hour or so, which gave me plenty of time to read. I love this book! It gives me that extra kick in the pants that I need to make progression in my life. How could getting to know my Savior better not make me want to be more like Him? Alright, so now I found the motivation I needed to continue my spiritual progression. *pat on the back*

So, onto the next thing which probably seems totally random, but for me it's all connected. I'm not making any progression as far as exercise goes either. Therefore I'm regressing, which means inches are being added in places I don't want! My lack of physical activity is starting to catch up with me! I used to go walking with my girls (I miss that SOOOO much) at least 4 times a week as well as doing my work out video every other day, for the most part. Even when I was just walking, I didn't realize how much it was helping me stay in shape. It's so important to be healthy and I've never been a workout nut or anything. I just feel so much better when I'm doing SOMETHING most days of the week. As winter is soon approaching, the cold weather is keeping Madi and I inside most days (mostly by choice). I just need to be motivated and I think I have a way to do it. Starting is the hardest part for me. So, I had David dig through our dvds (which are in the garage for now) to grab my trusty Turbo Jam video. Can't wait to be back in shape and I'm sure Madi will appreciate having her energetic mommy back! When I don't exercise, I am the biggest lolly gagger all day long. I'm getting out of my rut! Starting tomorrow morning, I'll be jammin and getting healthy again.

Here's to progressing!!!

Adoring

I woke up far too early this morning considering how late I went to bed. The main reason is that I've had this on my mind since attending a beautiful wedding last night. Just thought I'd share my mess of thoughts....

*Lake Tahoe July 4th 09*

Every woman wants to be adored by their husband. That's so important in a marriage! Here's the part where I come in. Every man (even if he doesn't say it) needs to be adored as well. Sometimes I am so critical of David. I act as if my love is conditional, when it's not. I want him to treat me like a princess, but I never stop and think if I'm making him feel like my prince charming. The bride at this wedding was just beaming. Just from the sweet smile on her face the entire night, there wasn't a shadow of a doubt how much she loves her new husband. Does my smile and countenance really show the love I have for David? More often than not, the answer is NO. Starting now, I am going to adore my husband. He is an amazing man. There are so many wonderful things about him that I love. Sometimes when you want to feel more love from someone, the best place to start is by really unconditionally loving them. I haven't been very good at this lately and I can tell it's wearing him down. I want to be the supportive source of love in his life. That's what he needs me to be. He doesn't need me to critique or try to change him. He just needs me to really love him. That will give him the strength to get out there in the world and live up to his divine potential. Madisyn is such a perfect example of a girl who really loves him unconditionally, and you can tell by the look in their eyes how much they adore one another. I want that. Life's to short to sweat the small stuff. I am going to do my best to give my all every day. I have got a gem of a husband and I am going to show it.

We Made it!

I am happy to report that my girl and I made it to cali in one piece. To be totally honest, it was probably the fastest flight I've ever been on. The last 3 or 4 times I have flown, there's been no one in my row. It always seems to work out like that. The first time it happened I was 8 months prego and boy was I releaved. I kicked my shoes off and put my feet up :) This wonderful trend of good luck has been with me every single time I've been on an airplane since. I'm just waiting for myy luck to run out :/ Honestly I know it's one of Heavenly Father's tender mercies. I pray so long and hard every time before a flight with my Madi. She is a wonderful little girl, but you never know how a 1 year old is going to act for 2 hours on your lap. This last flight was so perfect. We sat next to the window, which Madi loved! There was NO ONE in the middle seat, and the sweetest little elderly woman sat on the isle. Her and Madisyn played pretty much the whole time. We had plenty of room and Madi was as happy as ever. What a blessing!!! Heavenly Father lightened my load and I am SO greatful :) I just love the peace I have knowing that I am not alone. I always need that divine help and I don't know what I would dod if I didn't know it is always there for me anytime I need it. I am so excited for what's to come this week. So much family, friends, camping, swimming and just enjoying our vacation!

Sorry there's no pictures. David will be here tomorrow with the camera :)

The Little Things Make The Biggest Difference

I've been spending a lot of time thinking about how my marriage isn't as "happy" as I know it could be. The thing is immediately after that thought comes "why isn't my husband more romantic, or why doesn't he try harder?" It's so much easier to blame him than to step back and look at what I can do to show my love for him. When we first got married I got up with him early every morning because I wanted to spend time with him. I made him a lunch and wrote a little note on his napkin every day. When he got a job that didn't allow him to be home for dinner, I would make dinner, bring a blanket and we'd eat dinner together on the lawn outside of his workplace during his break almost every night. I can't think of much that I do now that takes that extra bit of effort to show my love and appreciation for my husband. I just sit around wondering why he doesn't do those kinds of things for me very often anymore. If I spent less time being sad about that, and more time doing sweet things for him, I know without a doubt that he would notice it and in turn do the same for me. How can he fill up my cup, when his has only a few drops in it? Starting today, I'm going to do something every day, whether big or small, to show my wonderful husband how much I adore him. Women love to be adored, and even though they don't always admit it, men need it just as much. I think by focusing on what I can do, it will leave less time to think about what he doesn't do for me. I love him more than I can ever express on this blog, I just don't show it as often as I should. Tell me, what do you do to make your other half feel special? I'll keep everyone posted on some things I do and the difference it makes. Now I'm going to get off the computer and adore my hubby!